Thoughts

Looking back at my past blog entries, I realize that not much has been personal. Maybe that’s the unconscious point of my blog, to share with you what I think you’d like to hear. Well my apartment’s power went out last weekend and it forced me to do something without electricity. So I tried to read Harry Potter but instead I ended up writing in a journal that I had bought but rarely wrote in. My last entry was in January. So now I’m in a very introspective mood. These last three weeks haven’t been so fun. My job hangs by a thread, but that thread is strong enough to consistently pull me to a dismal, depressing office every day. The people I work with are great, but the product and the management are going down the toilet. Why can’t the company just go under and let us all go? We’re all waiting for it. To make things worse, I started getting headaches on October 17th and they are still lingering. No, it doesn’t seem like a tumor because it’s just headaches, but they make me tired, unenergetic, and plainly miserable. I went to the gym once with TM but couldn’t really get myself into it. Tennis seems to make me forget about it all, which shouldn’t be surprising. I really should play more often. And finally, Tivo is great, but I’ve realized that TV is not pleasant when you have a headache. At one point I had to just stop watching and sit quietly in my room to feel better. What a time to get Tivo huh?